Sunday, November 21, 2010

Note to self.

Howdy folks.

The next time I'm going to watch a movie based on a book, don't read the book. It'll totally ruin the movie. Trust me, the movie can never be as good as the book.

I shouldn't have reread the Deathly Hallows. Dammit!


Thursday, November 18, 2010

Short review on HP7.

Howdy folks.

It's better than the Half-blood Prince.


ps: told you it's gonna be short.

Monday, November 15, 2010

I wish.

Howdy folks.

I know I said my life has been pretty crappy lately. But the table's turning. Everything turned out alright. Which is something I commonly feel when I'm home haha. The power of home. Never a disappointment.

But I'm not here to talk about that. I'm here to list down my wishes at the moment. Because lately it seems like every sentence in my mind begins with "I wish." So here I go.

I wish...
My homies are here in JB.
I don't have to go back to college.
I don't have to sit for my final.
I don't have to think about my results.
I don't have to think about how I've let my parents down.
I don't have to worry about anything at all.
I have someone worth living for. Who loves me no matter what comes in between. Who stands by me through everything.
My friends know how lucky they are to have found such someone.
My mom knows how much I love her, and that it's not possible for me to love anyone half as much as I love her.
I would stop driving men away.
I would stop growing up and stay forever young.
I don't have to face adulthood.
I have a heart made of steel.
I'm a vampire. No, a werewolf. No, too much hair. Vampire is alright.
I could escape my current life and live another. Until I'm ready to go back to reality.
I could fly to Spain or Germany or anywhere right now and just enjoy life. Anywhere to be but Malaysia.
2010 would end now and 2011 would come. Because it would mean Kaka will be back :)
For the impossible. Because none of these would happen.

And finally, I wish I would learn to appreciate what I have while I still have it. Because to appreciate something you've already lost is plainly foolish. Be my guidance, folks as I am not the wise one but you are.


Tuesday, November 2, 2010

I'm awesome, smile and wave to the world!

Howdy folks.

Wow how long has it been? Haha. To be honest, I'm not sure if I have anything positive to tell these days. Let's just say 2010 isn't exactly my year like I claimed it's going to be back in January. (Maybe it's not my weekend but it's gonna be my year, remember?) But I don't want to be that sappy kinda person who bitches about her life every single day. Cmon, the wheel spins, there is no way your life is crappy all the way.

I can't wait for this sem to end. I need my break from this place. I don't know, this semester seems way longer than the previous semesters. Probably because I've caught myself in pretty shitty stuff. I can't wait for January to come too. Kaka will be back in action! I really can't wait. It's been what, 5 months? That's the longest Kaka-drought I've ever gone through -_-'' Plus, I can't wait for my nail to grow back. I want to play badminton. I want to play bowling! T_T

I miss my homies. I really do. I know I'd just came home last Friday. But still I miss them. I don't know how it'd be if my dream come true. To study abroad, that is. I can't even stand a few days away from my homies, how can I ever stand months? I was thinking maybe I should go to the same uni as one of my homies. Maybe that'll be different, eh? I hope history doesn't repeat, though. I wouldn't want to lose another homie.

Oh, I can safely say that I won't be able to achieve 4.0 this sem. I can't even maintain my core CGPA of 4.0. Why? Well, remember I said about me being denied of my Costing test? Turned out the test was 20% of my carry mark. And my total carry mark is probably less than 15%. The final mark is 60%, and I'm pretty sure I can't score full 100% in final. You do the math. So that's why I plan to go to Segamat and ask Pja to tutor me. The least I must get is A-. I wouldn't forgive myself if I got lower than that. So Jah, tolong!! T_T

Anyway, I wanna wish everyone the best of luck! Do your best, folks. So we can all enjoy the break to the fullest! :D

See you guys soon. Cheerio.