Thursday, December 30, 2010

Highlights of 2010.

Howdy folks.


Oh dear, 2010 is almost over. So let's see if I've achieved anything this year. I can't really remember anything from the early year. But here goes.

- Fall Out Boy called for indefinite hiatus T_T (why the hell do I remember this?! -.-)
- Went to KPM Branang for English Carnival. It was probably the best memory I've ever had in KPM. Great times.
- Achieved 3.86 GPA for sem 2. Dropped to 3.44 for sem 3. Testa di cazzo.
- Joined PSN, but got my ass kicked out haha. Funny times.
- Had my toenail removed. One hell of experience.
- Had a fall out with a friend. And still broken.
- Got silver medal for KASUKMA.
- Got barred for final exam for the first time of my life. But I managed to un-bar hahaha. I don't know what's the correct term.
- World Cup 2010. Spain won the WC for the first time since I don't know when.
- I became an official Gleek.
- My house got a renovation. Wow. A year ago my house was very different from now.
- I was elected as the secretary of AFPAC. I gotta stop taking responsibilities, because I'm no good at it.
- my brother got married.
- I learned to do a bunch of stuff. I started a business, I learned to play drums, guitar and dance. Not exactly getting good at any of those, but at least I know a little something.
- Jia won't be around next year. I wish not to talk about this.
- I talked about football alot hahaha. Wow, I've realized how annoying it is hahahahahahah.

So that was all I could think of right now. No achievements at all, wow. Each success was blown by another failure. 2010 is not my year. Definitely.

Anyway, goodbye 2010 and hello 2011. I can't tell the future, but one thing for sure, I'll be ending my teen years in six months or so. I'm turning 20 oh crap. I'm old.

This time, 2011 will definitely be my year. Because I say so.

Cheerio.

ps: I am currently listening to Kim Hyun Joong's Because I'm Stupid acoustic version. I feel like a thousand knives stab right through my soul. But I love how painful it feels. Nice.

Thursday, December 16, 2010

Two best highlights of this holiday! :D

Howdy folks!

I am in an extremely good mood, but am bored at the same time. Boredom makes me anxious. So here I am, trying to ease my anxiety while waiting for the downloads to finish. I am currently downloading Vampire Diaries season 2 and Lost season 2 - 6. Yesterday had gone 'wasted' as I didn't download any episodes due to my absence from home. But more on that later.

We will all be back in college in 3 weeks time. Tops. 3 weeks I am going to live to the fullest. I am going to sleep as less as possible and enjoy every moment of it. I'm going to finish Assassin's Creed Brotherhood (which my bro called it "Ass in crude brothelhood" -___________-'') as slow as possible. I don't want to run out on entertainment, eh. And I'm also searching for the best book titles to read later in college. Anyone has any suggestion? Let me know!

I know the title doesn't match the content haha. I've sidetracked from my initial idea. But nevermind. I'll create another post later on. Right now, I'm heading downstairs to watch any football match playing. See you guys in a bit aite.

Cheerio!

Monday, December 13, 2010

Somehow unplanned outings are more fun.

Howdy folks.

Today I went out with Tenot, Aqie and Raje again. Tenot called around 2pm asking me if I wanted to go for karaoke at Danga Bay. I'd never say no to such invitation haha. But before we went to Danga Bay, we stopped at Perling Mall (to wait for Raje) and at Angsana (to visit Rahmah who is working at an optical shop. Ironically, when we arrived, she was actually sleeping hahaha. Cool eh, able to sleep during work. We stayed for an hour or so, then we left for our destination. It has finer choices of songs, that place we went to. They even have japanese songs! Too bad I can't remember the lyrics. Next time I wanna sing Orange Range's songs. Should be fun haha. After that we went to Jusco Bukit Indah to dine. It took us half an hour to decide where to eat. -_- we ended up dining at BBQ Chicken. That place is expensive, I tell ya! -.-''

Anyway, it was fun. Of course, hanging out with them is always fun. I love my homies, folks hahaha. I wish Yan had more time in JB. Feel like we didn't hang out enough -_-''

By the way, it's Arsenal v Manchester Utd later on. I hope Arsenal beat the crap out of Man U. I hate that club.

Cheerio!


ps: Fatin Atiqah, bila mau kuar dengan saya kah? -_-''

Saturday, December 11, 2010

In courtesy of Tenot's request. :D

Howdy folks.

I haven't told you this. But a few weeks ago I watched Harry Potter with Tenot, Aqie, Raje and Ayap. We were excited as hell, or atleast I was haha. The movie rocked my world, probably because I hadn't been re-reading the book. But yea the movie is probably the best instalment since the Goblet of Fire. After movie, we went to Jusco Bukit Indah to get some food from the Shihlin restaurant. I remember Ayap saying, "beli makanan lagi? tadi cakap beli untuk abang, tp habis gak. ni untuk mak, kejap lagi abes laa tu" hahahaha. Yeah I eat alot, big deal. So all in all, I had a major blast.

A couple of days ago, we went out again. Me, Tenot, Aqie and Raje. We went bowling. Something's seriously wrong with IOI mall's bowling centre. The ball just won't go its way it's supposed to go. Cazzo. After that we went to Danga City Mall for karaoke (again) plus Tenot was craving for the I-don't-know-the-name noodles. But sadly, we ordered the wrong ones. Mine had the weirdest taste, but it was edible enough I guess. Later we went for that karaoke and the song selection sucked. I can't even select 10 songs. I will never go to that place again. Ever. After two hours of yelling and screaming and not singing on my part, we went to Jusco Bukit Indah to dine at Pizza Hut. It was probably the best service I've received yet haha. The host was genuinely friendly and bubbly. I don't know what his name was, but I called him Kamsamida, because he liked it when we greeted him in Korean. Seriously, it was the coolest dine I'd ever had in a restaurant hahaha. Tenot and I solved some puzzles, didn't we Tenot? xD We stayed until closing. Good times.

There ya go, Tenot. We did have fun, eh? A great one on my part haha.

Cheerio!

Tuesday, December 7, 2010

Killing is a crime.

Howdy folks. Killing some time before the Champions League matches kick off. There's nothing to do during the day, so I can sleep through it.

I don't mind spending time at home, but I prefer to spend my holiday outside. Staying home during the day is super boring cuz I'm home alone. Everyone's off to work. Plenty of stuff to do, but I'm getting tired of watching TV and reading all day. But my homies are short on budget, and most of em have stuff to do at home. I'm pretty envious in some way -_-

Yan is going back to Penang. I'm seriously considering to follow her to Penang. I wanna eat that funny food I once had. I forgot the name. But it's super delicious. *drooling*

Ran out of ideas. Off for now. Cheerio!

Sunday, December 5, 2010

Oh nostalgia, you're my new regrets.

Someone said to me, "no offence, but I don't understand most of your posts. Too much play at words." Maybe. Would you rather I post stuff like, "I love noodles!!" or "I'm eating icecream!!"?

Cmon.

Howdy folks, how are ya? I've just finished watching movies marathon. It started ok, but then after three movies the storylines in my head kinda got jumbled up and I can't tell apart which scene is from which movie. So I stopped after the sixth movie. Now I don't know who's the guy that keeps popping in my mind.

Anyway, I've been home for a week plus now. Being home is always fun, like I said thousand times before. Things couldn't go wrong ya know? Life's great around your homies.

I've went out a few times. The first time I went out with Pja and Yan for karaoke. I really got on Yan's nerve when I sang that Bieber song. So right now I'm memorizing more Bieber songs to sing to her. I'm also learning some of his moves. She'd be delighted.

The second time it was with the F.U.Clan babes plus Yan. Sya, Jue, Pja, and Petom. We watched Megamind, the six of us. The movie's kinda okay I guess. Then Yan had to go home, but the five of us went to err some place to take pictures. We went for karaoke. Again.

The third time I went out with Raja, Aqie, Yan and Abang. The two boys and I watched Due Date, and the movie's good, though not as great as the Hangover. This might sound odd, but I find Robert Downey Jr....I don't know if I should use 'hot' or 'sexy', but yeah you get the picture. Then we ate at err I dunno what's the name of the mexican restaurant. El Amigos? I dunno. But the teriyaki burger was delicious.

I regret mentioning the burger, you know why.

None of the outings were planned, but I had fun. Like I said thousand and one times before, life around homies is heaven.

My stomach hurts for the burger. Damn burger.

Cheerio.

Friday, December 3, 2010

I'd love to hold your hands, but how can I when you've gone beyond life?

Howdy folks.





I miss you, MJ. I really do.

Cheerio.

Thursday, December 2, 2010

Ain't he look gorgeous?

Howdy folks.



Guess who? :)
You can definitely be your own spotlight.
Cheerio.

Sunday, November 21, 2010

Note to self.

Howdy folks.

The next time I'm going to watch a movie based on a book, don't read the book. It'll totally ruin the movie. Trust me, the movie can never be as good as the book.

I shouldn't have reread the Deathly Hallows. Dammit!

Cheerio.

Thursday, November 18, 2010

Short review on HP7.

Howdy folks.

It's better than the Half-blood Prince.

Cheerio.

ps: told you it's gonna be short.

Monday, November 15, 2010

I wish.

Howdy folks.

I know I said my life has been pretty crappy lately. But the table's turning. Everything turned out alright. Which is something I commonly feel when I'm home haha. The power of home. Never a disappointment.

But I'm not here to talk about that. I'm here to list down my wishes at the moment. Because lately it seems like every sentence in my mind begins with "I wish." So here I go.

I wish...
My homies are here in JB.
I don't have to go back to college.
I don't have to sit for my final.
I don't have to think about my results.
I don't have to think about how I've let my parents down.
I don't have to worry about anything at all.
I have someone worth living for. Who loves me no matter what comes in between. Who stands by me through everything.
My friends know how lucky they are to have found such someone.
My mom knows how much I love her, and that it's not possible for me to love anyone half as much as I love her.
I would stop driving men away.
I would stop growing up and stay forever young.
I don't have to face adulthood.
I have a heart made of steel.
I'm a vampire. No, a werewolf. No, too much hair. Vampire is alright.
I could escape my current life and live another. Until I'm ready to go back to reality.
I could fly to Spain or Germany or anywhere right now and just enjoy life. Anywhere to be but Malaysia.
2010 would end now and 2011 would come. Because it would mean Kaka will be back :)
For the impossible. Because none of these would happen.

And finally, I wish I would learn to appreciate what I have while I still have it. Because to appreciate something you've already lost is plainly foolish. Be my guidance, folks as I am not the wise one but you are.

Cheerio.

Tuesday, November 2, 2010

I'm awesome, smile and wave to the world!

Howdy folks.

Wow how long has it been? Haha. To be honest, I'm not sure if I have anything positive to tell these days. Let's just say 2010 isn't exactly my year like I claimed it's going to be back in January. (Maybe it's not my weekend but it's gonna be my year, remember?) But I don't want to be that sappy kinda person who bitches about her life every single day. Cmon, the wheel spins, there is no way your life is crappy all the way.

I can't wait for this sem to end. I need my break from this place. I don't know, this semester seems way longer than the previous semesters. Probably because I've caught myself in pretty shitty stuff. I can't wait for January to come too. Kaka will be back in action! I really can't wait. It's been what, 5 months? That's the longest Kaka-drought I've ever gone through -_-'' Plus, I can't wait for my nail to grow back. I want to play badminton. I want to play bowling! T_T

I miss my homies. I really do. I know I'd just came home last Friday. But still I miss them. I don't know how it'd be if my dream come true. To study abroad, that is. I can't even stand a few days away from my homies, how can I ever stand months? I was thinking maybe I should go to the same uni as one of my homies. Maybe that'll be different, eh? I hope history doesn't repeat, though. I wouldn't want to lose another homie.

Oh, I can safely say that I won't be able to achieve 4.0 this sem. I can't even maintain my core CGPA of 4.0. Why? Well, remember I said about me being denied of my Costing test? Turned out the test was 20% of my carry mark. And my total carry mark is probably less than 15%. The final mark is 60%, and I'm pretty sure I can't score full 100% in final. You do the math. So that's why I plan to go to Segamat and ask Pja to tutor me. The least I must get is A-. I wouldn't forgive myself if I got lower than that. So Jah, tolong!! T_T

Anyway, I wanna wish everyone the best of luck! Do your best, folks. So we can all enjoy the break to the fullest! :D

See you guys soon. Cheerio.

Thursday, October 21, 2010

?

Howdy folks.

Life has been pretty depressing for me these few weeks. I don't know what went wrong, or what I did to piss karma. I lost alot of things and gained pretty much nothing. I lost a nail, I lost my position in PSN, I was denied of my FA and Costing tests. I've lost 10% each, so that means I have to struggle for my final. I lost Kasukma, I lost the gold medal to someone else. I lost faith in my friends. I lost my respect for someone. I lost interest in my studies.

I don't know what gives me the strength to keep a smile on my face. Because right now I don't feel like smiling at all. I hate it here. I never liked it here. I never did. But every morning I tell myself to suck it up like a man, even if I'm a gay man stuck in a woman's body. Life goes on. Maybe someday it'll get better. Maybe it won't, I don't know.

I wanna go home. The less time I spend here, the less pain I feel. I wanna go home and hangout with my homies. Honestly when they're around, nothing can ever bring me down. They're my strength and joy. Every semester break has always been the joyest days of my life.

I am currently listening to Wavin' Flag by K'naan. It reminds me of WC. It reminds me of the time we hung out. The late night drive around JB, the joys and heartbreaks of WC. I remember thinking how I wish the moment never end. I felt so alive! Hahaha. God, I'm sad =.=

No point to reminisce. Now fight for As in final. I want 4.0 this semester.

Cheerio.

Wednesday, October 13, 2010

eat pray love

That's what I should be doing.

Howdy folks.

Don't mind me, I'm just trying to ease myself.

You'll do fine, Has. You don't need those people to be happy. You have your homies who are all over the world pursuing their happiness, you have your family who are working hard to survive. You tend to get lonely at times like this, but you know you're not alone. You'll never walk alone. You'll find someone later on in life who's worth the while. Your family loves you, your homies love you. Just because they're not here to comfort you doesn't mean they don't care about you. These aren't the stuff you tell yourself hahaha. But get this: They love you just as much as you love them. Sure, they might hurt you sometimes, but that doesn't mean they're being mean. That doesn't make them evil. That makes them human, because noone's perfect, so STOP looking for perfection. They're just like you, we all make mistakes. So look in the mirror and smile. Wave to the person standing in front you. Because she is one holy of a lucky person. She has family and homies and friends. There are others who are less fortunate. You can't always get things to go your way. So what you should do is just suck it up and make the best of it. No matter how big of a crap it is. Okay? You look like a lunatic now, talking to yourself. So you should stop here.

Cheerio.

Saturday, October 9, 2010

Tagged by the sisters!

Howdy folks.

Write 5 interesting facts about the person who gave u this award.


1 - they're crazy sisters who are always on each other's cases, but they love each other. Awww bahahahaha.


2 - People said Yan kinda looks like me in some of the pictures, but with small eyes and she's prettier. Aten is taller than most of us and I'm jealous -.-''


3 - Aten has weird eyelashes. Yan has weird obsession with Volkswagen Beetle.


4 - Just like Aten said, we are both Germany supporters. Yan hates football and I don't know why. Why Yan? Why?


5 - One of the things I love about the sisters is that they laugh at my jokes eventhough it's not that funny. Or maybe they're laughing at me for being so silly, but who cares, they laugh!


Write down 10 interesting facts about yourself and your hobby.


1 - I'm a huge fan of football. I talk, eat, sleep, dream, shower football. The only thing I don't do is play football. I'm a loyal supporter of Germany. I might marry a German someday. I hope.


2 - I actually have a crush on gay people. I don't know, something about gay men that attracts me. Insane, I know -.-''


3 - I am afraid of commitment. That is probably why I'm still single. Being single is fun and lonely at the same time, so I really can't decide hahah.


4 - When I'm in a crowd, I have a feeling that someone's watching me, like a spy or something. I know I'm being paranoid and noone's even looking at me, but still. It's the side effect of ADHD I guess. And oh yea, I have hyperactive-impulsive ADHD.

5 - I'm almost always on the edge when I'm hungry. I get easily upset over little things. So the next time I get cranky, just shove some burgers in my mouth!

6 - I am always thinking and planning. Even when I go to sleep, I always plan something. I should stop planning because things don't always go as planned.

7 - I have odd friends! Lets see. I have gaybian friends, I have a friend who got knocked up and is keeping the baby, I have a friend who is religious but drinks at the same time, I have a friend who blames me for her failure hahaha. I have friends! Thank God my homies are normal.

8 - I can't stay mad at someone for a long time. No matter how big we got into a fight, it'll only last for days. I can't stand the long silence and not talking to anyone.

9 - Ok here's a bit of a shocker...or not. I'm actually a crybaby hahaha. Sadly, it's true -.-''

10 - Despite how lazy I am as a human being, I am a perfectionist. All or nothing. Believe me, it's not a good thing. I'm still working on it. Because I'm way than perfect so I don't really deserve perfection.

And finally I have found 10 (not) interesting facts about me. It was excruciating duhh -.-''

Cheerio.

Wednesday, September 15, 2010

"CL doesn't stand for Cristiano Lonaldo, it stands for Champions League."

Howdy folks.

Just a quick post.

I realized it's been awhile since I last updated. I have like, 30 drafts of different stories in my auto-saved folder haha. I wrote half a page about em, and then decided it wasn't important. Anyway, just want to update on the Champions League score sheet. I know none of you cares, but what the heck. I wanna bore you still bahahahaha.

REAL MADRID won 2 0 against Ajax. Now, it might not look so bad, but get this: Ronaldo had 23(i think) shots and missed every single one of em. Higuain... well he could've scored a hat-trick but didn't, and finished with only 2 goals. Not bad, I can forgive you for that. Ozil....don't let me get started on him -__________-'' while Angel di Maria could've scored in two opportunities, but he blew it. So yeah, FT Real Madrid 2 Ajax nil.

I didn't really watch CHELSEA's match, because the match kicked off at the same time as Real Madrid's. But get this, they scored a goal everytime I switch the channel to watch Real Madrid play =.='' They won the match 4 1 against Zilina. The scorers were Sturridge, Essien and Anelka scored two goals.

AC MILAN weren't so bad either. They won the match against Auxerre with 2 goals by Ibrahimovic. The match is currently playing on Astro, but I can't watch it or I'll pass out today -_-'' My friends are coming over, and the last thing I wanna do is fall into a coma.

But, if the match currently playing is BAYERN MUNICH's, I must be downstairs right now watching it. But bless Astro, they decided not to play the match. Fools. :-L However thank God Bayern won. I read Muller broke the deadlock during the 79th minute, and of course my Klose scored another goal few minutes after that. Kloseeeeee I love you, and Muller too! :3

Anyway, what amazed me is that ARSENAL crushed out Braga with 6 goals =.='' Fabregas played REALLY, REALLY well in the match. He scored two goals, provided the assists for like, 3 goals. FABulous performance FABregas :P

Alright, off to bed. My homies are coming in a few hours. Can't wait! :D

Cheerio.

ps: Today is my homie Fatin Atiqah's mum's birthday. Be sure to wish her mum happy birthday :)

Wednesday, September 1, 2010

.

I wanna go home and never coming back.

Saturday, August 28, 2010

History has been written.

Howdy folks.

First and foremost I would like to apologize to Yan and Abg for backing out of our plan last week. Things didn't go as planned, and I truly regretted it haizz. I'm coming back this 3rd September, lets make it up for the time we'd missed >< During that one week holiday before raya, I look forward to breakfast with my friends. Anyone interested please let me know :D

I could imagine how you guys felt when I cancelled last minute. Been through that a thousand times homies. Sorry, I suck. T.T Jom aku belanja....minum hahaha.

Anyway, a week left before holiday. Unlike the previous Aidilfitri, this time I won't be celebrating Aidilfitri in JB. I will only be in JB the first day of raya. Then on 11th I'll be heading to Terengganu for my brother's wedding on the 12th. The next day, I'll be heading to KL to celebrate Aidilfitri with my folks in KL :) I'll probably be coming back on the 15th. Hopefully things go as planned! Anyone wanna join me?

Hey, here's another thing. PARAMORE IS COMING TO MALAYSIA THIS OCTOBER!!! This is probably the best news I've heard in a while!! I'll definitely be going. I'm trying to find a reason to skip class =S Folks and homies, lets goooooooooooooooooo!!

Finally before I end my post. I gotta say that Bunkface's latest album is awesome. Finally, the very first Malaysian band I ever listen to. History has been written.

Cheerio. I miss all of you. See you soon.

Monday, August 16, 2010

What am I trying to prove?

Nothing, I just wanna live my life.

Howdy folks.

Sorry for the lack of updates, my life has literally inverted. Not messed up, just....inverted. It's a long story, I don't wanna go there just yet.

So anyway, I think I'm going insane. You see, these are the things I've been up to lately;

1 - run not one but two businesses; topup and drinks. Yes, I'm the boss of both businesses. Not alot of work, but they consume most of my time. It's uber profitable!

2 - learn to play drums. I do this on weekends, when I go jamming with my friends. Uhh wait, not exactly jamming when I'm the only one who's playing -.-'' but still, I'm learning. I've bought sticks, and wherever I go I'd bang the stuff around me hahaha. Annoying to others, but it's fun!

3 - learn how to play guitar. Literally, practically. Folks, I even BOUGHT A GUITAR! There goes some of my savings for Brazil, but I'll pay the money back, promise Kaka. But yeah. I own an acoustic guitar now. Not exactly the best in stores, but a pretty decent one. The best part is I get to learn how to play for free, God bless my homies and friends who volunteered to share their skills and knowledge! Love ya guys loads! xD

4 - learn how to dance. I'm making progress here hahahah.

5 - train for Kasukma. I haven't played badminton for awhile, I think I've lost my fitness. I need to train harder -.-''

I'm feeling light-headed. I should head to bed now.

Cheerio!

ps: playing guitar is bad for your fingers. -.-''

Wednesday, August 11, 2010

And.....the peaceful state of mind is gone.

Howdy folks.

It's time like this that I wish I could go home this very minute.

Anyway, guess what. I've added another skill to my shortlist; I can play drums now! Weeepeee! I started playing last week, and I've improved a hell lot since the first time. I can actually finish a song, The Middle by Jimmy Eat World! It's an easy song, but still hahaha. A big thank you to Encik Ras for his willingness to teach me a lil something about drums. I'm going to improve my skill at playing drums. Then we can start a band. Yan can play guitar, Abang can play keyboard, Jah can play flute. Awesome!

Cheerio!

Tuesday, August 10, 2010

The peaceful state of mind.

Howdy folks!

Hey, Ramadhan is finally here! So happy fasting, folks. Selamat berpuasa, selamat bersahur, selamat berbuka, selamat dunia akhirat, selamat lah korang pada bulan Ramadhan ni ye!

Guess what. Tell me I'm crazy, but I've started another business muahahahah! During Sambutan Kemerdekaan, we sold shakes and the demand was overwhelming. So we decided to continue our business during this fasting month. We've calculated the profit and it is estimated to be around 2000++ monthly for me, alone! Yaaaaww, if this plan succeed, not only I can go to Brazil for FIFA World Cup 2014, I can even spend like a maniac again! How awesome is that? Hahaha. We've hired workers, bought the supplies, rent the stall. Yoooshhhh!!

Aite, time for sahur. I might blog again, so stay tune ;)

Cheerio!

Thursday, August 5, 2010

Steaady, Steaaadyy, Argh!



Howdy folks.


Cheerio.



xD



No no, no cheerio just yet.


Today I had so much fun, eventhough it wasn't even half as fun as EC. Still, met alot of my folks from other colleges. And they remember me! Hahaha. However it was exhausting. Too many people, too little workers. x_x

So anyway, yesterday was my dear folk, Jia's birthday! Happy birthday Jia. I'm going to miss you. I'm going to miss having you around. I hope the people there will appreciate you as much as we do. And if they don't, you're always welcome to come back to home ;)

Since it was her birthday, she got free calls to all maxis numbers, so I decided to prank call some of my homies hahaha. All of em except Raja fell for it hahahahahahaha. Guling2 aku kat situ xD if there weren't so many customers, I would've called all of my friends who use maxis service. Too bad. Ramai tak kena. Takpe nanti ade lagi. Baik korang jaga2 xD

Ah I should go to sleep. Night, folks.

Cheerio!

Tuesday, August 3, 2010

Rambling rambling.

Howdy folks.

I am extra free today, hence the frequent updates.

Aaahh. I don't have anything to share though ahahahha. Sigh. Read some news online. Real has made it official; they've signed Sami Khedira. Gaaaaaarrghhhhh. Why kacau my Germans?!! Sibukk!!!!

Hey. I don't know what I want in life, aside from going to Brazil four years from now. I think that's bad. I don't have plans. I don't have long-term desires. Heck, I don't even have short-term ones. That is bad, isn't it? Commitment is never my strongest suit. You'd hardly see me stick to one thing in a long time. Don't get me wrong, I treasure what I have all right. I just love to try something new. The only thing I hold on to is my relationship with my family and old friends. I can't seem to bond easily with people these days. I make friends easily. The connection is there, but the bond can't seem to establish. I don't know, it's hard to explain.

But yeah, the main point is, I can't commit to a thing, be it heart or HOT SPEEDO. Wait. I think the right word is hospital, not hot speedo. But hey, despite Patrick's weird pronounciation, I love Fall Out Boy to death. Because I can relate to every single line in their songs. It sounds impossible, but it's true, no kidding. You wanna know me and how my life works? Listen to Fall Out Boy's music.

Aaaaaaahhhh I don't know why the hell am I talking about this. This is stupid. I should stop here.

Cheerio.

Monday, August 2, 2010

Hmm?

Howdy folks.

Been awhile since I updated, eh? Life's been pretty hectic for me. I barely have any rest. To be honest, I'm not used to having loads of responsibilities. The last two semesters, all I did after class was sleep my day through. Now I have to attend meetings, organize events, monitor my....friends (I wouldn't call them underlings), prepare the monthly and annual reports, blablabla. For my homies, that's an ENORMOUS change for me haha. I know. I still complain as much as I used to, but the only difference this time is that I actually get things done. So hurray! Ms Hasliza scores a point for growing up!

But seriously. I think I'm actually growing up. Still the immature brat, but with a mix of conscience and sensibility.

So when I came back home last Friday, I was actually looking forward to hang out with my homies, just chill, relax and chillax. Things didn't go as I wished, but can't complain. They have their own lives.

Anyway, the past few days I've had dreams about the same person. I find this weird cuz I haven't thought about that person in a long time now. And I don't remember the details of the dreams as well. The only thing I can recall is that person's smiling face. Weird, eh. Oh well. Dreams are only dreams.

Talking about dream. My plan to achieve my dream is still going well. This is so cool. I want the next 4 years to fly by like a jet because this anticipation is killing me! xD

Right now I'm totally addicted to WC South Africa for XBox360. Aaaarrghh I wanna go back home to play the game! Or maybe I should just 'smuggle' it in =S

Ops. This is taking too much of my time. I gotta go. See ya folks!

Thursday, July 22, 2010

Oh, great. =.=

Howdy folks.

Guess what? I was elected as the secretary of AFPAC, the club for the accountancy students. I've been trying hard to get away from my current responsibilities and I ended up with more responsibilities. So this is = less holidays, more meetings, less holidays. LESS HOLIDAYS. Great. Just great T.T

Sighhh.

Cheerio.

Sunday, July 18, 2010

Deutsch ist hart zu lernen.

Howdy folks.

My business is growing haha. This is fun! Although I suffered RM1 loss today, but I'm making progress here.

So I told my homies about my college and how comfortable and 'homie' it is. It's nice. The room has some pretty generous space enough for everyone haha. Here are some pictures I've taken few hours ago.

My space~ :D

My wonderwall~

Saje nak show off :P hahahah. Sebelah gambar Kaka tu if you look closely you can see a bunch of glow-in-the-dark dinosaurs. Nanti nak beli lagi tampal byk2. I love my space this semester. Makes me feel home. ;)

Oh, I have to do an introduction speech for English class tomorrow. Now what should I talk about?
Cheerio.

Wednesday, July 14, 2010

Que viene y que va.

Howdy folks.

So...! I know I'm a bit late on updating this news, but yeah Spain won the WC2010. Ifelicitaciones a los Espanoles! Okay, enough about this WC. Honestly the fever hasn't subsided yet, still working on it hahah.

Some of you may already know this, but I'm planning to go to Brazil for FIFA World Cup 2014. I am REALLY working on it and REALLY looking forward to it. I hope things work out as planned. I shouldn't have problem financially, but there are alot of uncertain things involved in this plan. Stuff like, where will I be then, what will I be doing, who will stick to the plan and who won't. I can never tell, ya know. So all I gotta do now is pray to God I am given the chance to witness WC2014, LIVE! :) Alone or with company, I am definitely going. Hopefully ><

Got shitload of stuff to do. Signing off. Peace out, cheerio!

Sunday, June 20, 2010

A break from World Cup for just a sec.

Howdy folks.

No I'm not gonna talk about World Cup. I just need to let something out.

Last year A told me something about B.
I thought it was just a misunderstanding. You know, false alarm.
But today I found out that in fact it actually happened.
And there's evidence.
My mind went numb. I couldn't think. Tears strolled down my cheeks without me realizing it.
I just can't believe it.
Why couldn't B trust me with this?
I could've helped.
I knew a gist of it, but I didn't know the bigger part of it.
And now that I know about it, I wish I never found out.
But if I don't know, I can't help.
Gosh. :(
And now, even after hours since I found out, I still cry whenever I think about it.
The thing never left my mind. I'm still in shock.
I didn't know it turned out the worst case scenario.
What will happen in the future?
How will this end?
This never ends well.
:((

But I'll never break in front of you.
I gotta be strong for you, my friend.
I'll stand by you, I'll be there for you.
Through thick and thin of life.
I promise I'll do anything in my power to help you through this.
I love you, I'm never gonna leave your side. :')

Haha shit. That sounds like a wedding vow xD
Sigh. We're not the closest friends, but she's a great friend.
And a great person.
I wish I could turn back time and amend this for her. :(

No. Keep moving forward. That's what we have to do.

"The regrets are useless in my mind, she's in my head, I must confess."
Life isn't always about me.
And I just found another reason to live for.

Cheerio.

Thursday, June 10, 2010

Hey hey hey.

Howdy folks.

Pretty soon I'm gonna make this blog private. I think it's the only way I can spill my heart out to the fullest, without worrying it might hurt anyone, or if anyone would find out. What the hell, nobody cares hahaha.

It's my way to keep my sanity. Blogging calms me down a little. Not much, but better than none.

I may let you read it, I may not. But I'm not gonna invite anyone to view. I'm sorry. I'll still be your readers though. Thanks for being a follower. Thanks for everything.

Till then. Cheerio.

Saturday, June 5, 2010

Chillin'.

Howdy folks.

I know I've used this line so many times that I sometimes recite it in my sleep, but it's time like this when I think of you and wonder if you ever think of me. Wait. I think nowadays I constantly wonder if I ever crossed your mind. Hmm.

Oh my dear God. I think I'm becoming sort of obsessive =.= shite. Did not think of that. Ah what the hell. As long as I don't start to disturb him every second, I think I'm still okay. He still have no idea how I feel about him (definitely not love).

I'm becoming soft, doncha think? What the hell happened to me, folks? What went wrong? Buang laa perasaan bangang ni jauh2. Yan said I've changed. Said I'm becoming more...feminine? Haha dunno. Probably the way I dress sometimes. I still wear tshirt and jeans though. I guess I dress to blend with the people I'm hanging out with. I mean, I look out of place enough when I'm the only one who wears tudung. If I wear sneaker + tshirt + jeans, I look (and feel) like someone from another planet an. -_-''

I want my old self. The cool, confident, bakul type of person. Argh!

Cheerio.

ps: Get well soon, Pja.

Thursday, June 3, 2010

Tah.

Howdy folks.

So today I went out with my friends. Pja, Aqie, Raja, Jue, Su, Moon, Shafizah, Pele, Ikram, and Jue's friends. It was fun. We went to alot of weird places, mainly because we didn't plan the outing. If there's anything I've learned, it's that you should ALWAYS plan ahead in whatever you do. Haha anyway, it was fun. Thanks for the memories, folks. :)

Mr, you were kind of on my mind the whole time I was out. Everything I did, I always thought of you. Like when we were driving to CS, I was wondering could you possibly be there too? When I was bowling, I wondered what were you doing right at the moment? Or when I striked all the pins, I wish you were there. I love hanging out with my friends, but I just couldn't wait to go back to you. Of course you weren't physically there. But somehow home is the only connection we have.

I'm getting used to it. I think you're growing on me. I wouldn't say that I like you. But I think I don't mind to have you in my thoughts. I don't have anything else to focus on, anyway. Plus when I think of you, a smile appears on my face. So thank you for making me smile. :)

Cheerio.

Wednesday, June 2, 2010

PS: It's not what you think, it's not what it seems...

...Just a complicated emotion.

Howdy folks.

It's done. I wish for more, but better than none at all, eh? I gave a little more time, but it seemed like that's as far as it could go. I could've waited a little while longer, but I didn't for the sake of my esteem. The waiting was totally nerve-wrecking and I didn't think I could bear it any longer anyway. So I'm happy with it. I guess Allah has finally answered my prayers. Alhamdulillah. :)

I'm happy tonight. I'm happier than I've been in the past few days. It's been bugging me for quite awhile now. I'm glad it's over. I'm glad the waiting's over.

I'm not hoping for anything more. I just want to be a little part of it. Of course I want more, but I won't get my hopes high, considering the situation and the very little chance I have. Get a grip, Has.

How I wish I can tell someone how this whole 'thing' is eating me alive. :(

I've told 'T' a gist of it but I'm still holding back the bigger part of it. I guess I just don't want to get carried away. Because if I let my heart takes control of my mind, I'm sure I'll end up falling. And it'll be one hell of a climb to get back to the top.

Cheerio.

Tuesday, June 1, 2010

The thing. The event.

Howdy folks.

So I've waited for this...one thing to happen for what seemed like forever. And when it's finally happened, I'm not there. 'JEMPUT MAKAN' arghh.

I don't regret going out with my friends tonight. Even if I did know that 'the thing' would happen tonight, I would still go out with them. I wouldn't trade the times we had for the world. But what I do regret is that 'the thing' happened tonight. Why didn't it happen while I was waiting? Why didn't it wait until I'm waiting for it to happen? I want to be there when 'the thing' happened. But sadly I was out with my friends.

I really, REALLY, really really want to be there. BADLY.

I want to cry because I missed the opportunity. 'Jemput makan'. 'JEMPUT MAKAN'!!!

Sigh. Please give me another chance. Please.

Cheerio.

Monday, May 31, 2010

There is no 'I' in 'TEAM'.

Howdy folks.

I feel kinda weary lately. I sleep my day through and I feel tired and exhausted. What wears me out? I can think of a few reasons:

1 - my favorite kittens are dead. Out of the blue, I tell ya. One minute they're healthy and the next they're gone. They always accompanied me while I was playing games, rolling and chasing each other around. Sigh. I didn't even cry. Geez.

2 - my mom is transferred to KL to work there. F.U.C.K.

3 - I'm fucking bored at home. I have nothing to do, literally. No cleaning to do, no house chores, no entertainment, nothing. WHY, OF ALL TIMES, DO THEY WANNA DO THE HOUSE RENOVATION NOW?!! I need to go out and get a job or something.

4 - that strange folk keeps on bugging my thoughts. Every single minute. What the hell, dude? Leave me alone! I don't appreciate you visiting my thoughts so frequently. What's with you? Why, WHY do I think of you?!

I want my old self. When nothing bothers me. When nothing in the world matters.

Cheerio.

Wednesday, May 26, 2010

What the...F?

Hey, I wasn't gonna say f*ck. Hah sape pikir f-word tu, insaf-insaflaa!

...I think I'm losing my mind.

Anyway. Howdy folks. I know I vowed to always use english in my blog, but right now I don't feel like writing in english. Oh what the hell. Most of you (if not all) understand malay, so why not.

Jadi....folks (ape bahasa melayu? orang tua? -_-), sudah lama saya rasa nak update blog ni dengan maklumat yang berkesan, tapi nampaknye gagal stiap kali. Waduh waduh. Susah laa, bila internet takde, berkobar-kobar nak tulis. Idea datang macam air. Bila da ade depan PC ni ha, takde plak air-air yang datang tadi. Kemarau ade laa. Adeyy.

Tu lah. Tadi nak cakap ape? Aku pun da lupa. Takpe laa cuba lain kali. Haa ni esok nak kuar dengan kawan - kawan saya yang saya amat sayang. Heh geli plak aku bila da translate melayu -.-'' Ya know what, the thing is I'm not the cheesy, mellow kinda person. I don't show my affections the way I should, or how I feel. But I love em. My folks. Alot.

Argh. Why skejap saya skejap aku? And no english.

Argh. Itu pun english!

Bila masa menunjukkan jam 1.47 am dan anda da mula merepek, itu menunjukkan dah tiba masa anda tido. Or at least that's how I feel.

Arghhhh...

Okay, this is stupid. Off to bed. See ya folks. Cheerio!

Sunday, May 23, 2010

Siang malam esok lusa. What difference does it make?

Howdy folks.

Anyway, on 22 May 2010, I went to PERSADA for a Catur Bistari competition. I was supposed to be at the expo on the 21st, but there were...problems, so I had to skip a day. HAD to bahahah.

The first round was the worst game I've ever played my entire life. I mean, 30 minutes left and I only had 19k worth of assets. How shitty was that? I somehow managed to cheat
(by skipping steps. Everyone was so busy accumulating assets, they barely noticed that I was cheating HAHAHA) and accumulated 3m. SAHAJA. -.-''

I did pretty good in the second round, though. I owned a whopping 39m worth of assets. Not the best scorer in the hall, but for a newbie who've only played three times in her life, it's something. A guy owned 119m worth of assets. It's bloody awesome -.-'' although I heard he cheated. But still, bloody awesome!

I am currently reading Twenties Girl by Sophie Kinsella. That novel is so freaking awesome, I wish it never ends ha ha ha ha. Especially on the first date and how Lara met Ed HAHAHAHAHAHA. Ya guys should seriously own the novel. Totally worth it.

Okay, I'm off. Cheerio!

Friday, May 14, 2010

Birthday Wishes.

Howdy folks.

Fatin,
Happy super belated birthday! Sorry, I must've somehow forgotten your birthday -_- adeyy sorry3. Usually fb or ms yang remind aku, tapi nampaknya duduk dalam utan, reminder tak sampai on time ahaha. -_-'' so anyway, happy birthday homie. Best of wishes and luck!

Next.

Kak Naddy Yaya,
Walaupun sudah wish, tapi nak wish lagi. Happy birthday Kak Nad robot kuh. Hadiah birthday lambat sket laa ye. Sape suh tak warning awal2 ahaha. Next sem da last wuuuwuuuuu T.T mesti nak kaco Kak Nad puas2! Bahaha. Akhir kata, sayang Kak Nad la! xD

P.S: Sorry tak penah (saya repeat - TAK PENAH) tido kat bilik sendiri ahaha. -_-''

Seterusnya.

Ismith a.k.a IsGa Banks a.k.a Gentleman GaGa a.k.a pape-nickname-ko-nak,
Happy birthday brother. Wish you well and success in life and may our little friendship lasts longer than it should be ahaha. Psst, between you and me, you are one of the coolest friends I have ;) I know that there's a 99% chance that you won't be reading this, but what the head, eh?

That's about it. Cheerio!

Sunday, April 25, 2010

What is it, again?

Howdy folks.

I believe my first intention when I arrived home two days ago (or three?) was to blog. But then, of course other priorities came in the way. Well. I'm no good at planning anyway.

How's everyone been doing? Now I really wanna know, so kindly please respond, to anyone who's reading this. Life has been pretty much hectic nowadays, I don't get to go online as much as I did. But I always think of you and wonder how are you doing, where you might be. Always. So you'd do me a favor by letting me know that you're alright. Can't help thinking about my precious friends, eh?

Alot of things have changed, I see. I have alot of catching up to do within these 3 days. Some of you even wrote 3 to 5 pages of blog updates. That's insane, folks!

Anyway, what's been up with me lately is that uh I am now a member of PSN....God knows what it stands for. Something to do with entrepreneurship. And I'm the Pengurus Pentadbiran! I was the last to join, so I'm the newest member. Weird, eh? One of the managers is a newbie. I'd say it's unfair, but can't complain eh.

Other than that, I pretty much live a normal college student life. I wake up every morning, go to class, eat, pray, shower, read and sleep. That's pretty much it, really. I've gained weight, I'm getting fat day by day haha. Gotta start eating healthy and do a lot of exercises. -_-

I read alot too. If ya folks are into twisted love stories kinda stuff, ya should check out Nicholas Sparks's novels. I've read Message In a Bottle, The Last Song and Dear John and all of em are great. Especially Dear John, but I love Channing Tatum, so I'm a tad bit bias here hahaha. I've also read The Undomestic Goddes and oh folk, that book cracked me up haha. Great stuff! If you have any recommendations, please let me know!

Anyway, in The Last Song, Will mentioned something about his sister's perspective on relationship (on page 239 if I'm not mistaken), and I absolutely agree with her. I don't remember exactly what it said, but it said something like this: I don't want to be in a relationship that I know won't last. Heh no explanation needed or intended.

Final is around the corner for everyone of us (with exception of Aten). Shite -_-. Most of my folks are so...tense these days. Some of em are even getting on my nerves. Please remember, folks, to loosen up. Be nice to your friends, stop snapping, because everyone feels the same way you do. Chill out.

Before I end my post, I would like to wish happy belated birthday to Brendon, my substitute lover, who is now 23 years old. His birthday was around a week ago, I already wished him, but still feel the need to do it here haha. Happy birthday, my boy, I hope we'll meet soon. Also, happy birthday to Syarfa and Patrick, both were born on April 27th. Happy happy!

I don't suppose I'll be blogging anytime soon. Until then, take care my dear folks. I miss you. Cheerio!

Sunday, April 4, 2010

Garrett Blake.

Howdy folks.

That is the name of the man I think I'm falling for. He touched my heart like noone has ever did. Or at least Nicholas Sparks did haha.

That, is also the name of the protagonist in Message In A Bottle by Nicholas Sparks.

I gotta say, Nicholas Sparks is one hell of a writer -_-

Cheerio.

Friday, March 19, 2010

"Come sit next to me, ya fine fellow!"

Howdy folks.

This is just a quick post, cuz it's 1 am and the award ceremony starts at 8.45...sort of.

"There comes a point when you've gotta stop seeing people for what they look like and ask them to show you what they can do." - Sue Sylvester, Glee ep.09.

Right in the face, huh? Haha.

Feel like my finest friends are slipping away. "Great".

Cheerio.

Friday, March 12, 2010

Live and let live.

Howdy folks.

Life's been okay. No complaint. Even if there is, I don't want to complain. Ya know what, it's normal for us to feel the ups and downs of life. How can you reach the top without being at the bottom?

I can't tell people how to roll, because we have our differences. But if there's anything you need to have in yourself, it's motivation and self-belief. You gotta believe in yourself, have faith. The person who really knows who you really are is you, so for God's sake stop being a b*tch to yourself. If you think what you're doing is right, then go for it. To hell what people think. Just be yourself.

And motivation. It keeps you going forward. If you reach for something hard enough, nothing can stop you. If you fail to achieve, then you're not trying hard enough.

Gosh I'm acting like a shrink -_- oh what the hell. If you need a shrink, I'm certified. (by formspring )

The award ceremony is next week. Can't say that I'm excited, but I definitely look forward to it.

Gaaaah. I gotta go to sleep. Cheerio!

Friday, February 26, 2010

What is it with mosquitos and AB type?

Howdy folks.

When people say that you're blessed if you have AB blood type, they're lying. Sure, you're one of the universal blood receivers, but it seems that mosquitos have a taste for your blood. And this makes you not blessed, because you don't get enough sleep at night. Plus you're more proned to Dengue or any diseases carry by the airborne organism. Blood transfusion can't help ya, eh?

OF ALL THE BLOODY BODY HERE, WHY MINE?!

And I'm not even sure if I'm AB type. -_-''

Anyway, I'm a lil bit cranky lately and I don't know why. Usually I'm a cool kinda person, I don't get upset so easily, or yell at anyone. Sigh. Probably because I found out that my so-called friends have been talking behind my back. Whatever the fuck did I ever do to them? Oh dear God, I wish You would send me a real friend whom I can trust to be honest with me and stay true.

In times like this that I wish I'm not alone, if you know what I mean.

The only good thing in my life right now is Glee. Haha just thinking about Glee makes me happy.

Cheerio.

Wednesday, February 17, 2010

Belle Goose.

Make sure you've read the title before you proceed. Think the name rings a bell? Or maybe it tickles?




If no, then you're just a normal human being.



If yes, then you're one hell of a Twilighter.



Howdy folks. Yes the name is actually a parody of Bella Swan. The other day, I went to MPH and bought a number of books.








Top to bottom: Nightlight, Percy Jackson and the Olympians: The Demigod Files, Eh! Wat Yu Talking?, PS. I Love You, A Place Called Here / Thanks For The Memories, and Percy Jackson and the Olympians: The Last Olympian.


If you're wondering (I'm sure you're not, but I'm gonna say it anyway. Hah!) why did I buy the last book and not the first four, well, I'm collecting the hard cover copies of the Percy Jackson series, and the bookstore I went to only have the last book. So I'll have to find the other four. If you found em anywhere, please, PLEASE let me know.

Anyway, the reason I'm writing this post is not to promote Percy Jackson (not intentionally), but to err talk (I wouldn't say promote) about Nightlight.


Here's a sneak peek:


The scene in the classroom:

"I walked towards the seat, circling my hips and raising my eyebrows rhythmically like an attractive person. Suddenly I was falling forwards, sliding down the aisle from the momentous force of my plunge. Luckily, a computer wire wrapped around my ankle and stopped me from slamming into Mr Franklin's desk. I quickly pulled it from the wall to untangle myself, stood up, and looked around casually to see if anyone had seen. The whole class was looking at me, but probably for a different reason - I had a hologram patch on my backpack. From one angle it was an eggplant, from another it was an aubergine.


Edwart was looking at me too. He was seething furiously. His computer was open in front of him, and the synthesized melody from before had ceased. He raised his fist at me in anger.

I wiped the chemical dust off my clothes and sat down. Without looking at Edwart, I pulled out my textbook and notepad. Then, without looking at Edwart, I looked at the board and wrong down the terms Mr. Franklin had written. I don't think other people in my situation could do quite so many things without looking at Edwart.


Facing straight ahead, I let my eyes sort of slide to the side and study him peripherally, which doesn't count as looking. We were sitting side by side at the lab counter, yet he hadn't started a conversation with me. It was as though I hadn't applied deodorant or something when in reality Ihad applied deodorant, perfume and Febreze. I picked up a pencil on Edwart's desk and pressed it against the soft, supple flesh of my face.


I turned to thank him for the use of his pencil, but he was looking at me in horror, his mouth agape. He grabbed the pencil and started wiping his hands with baby-wipes and rubbing the pencil with Purell. Then he drew a circle around himself in chalk and returned to copying notes from the board, singing this jingle amiably to himself:


"Germs contagious. Contagion alert. But Edwart and Purell are stronger than dirt."


I reached out to borrow the pencil again for my notes, but the moment my hand breached the chalk line he screamed. It was an unnaturally high pitch for a boy."


Enjoy! :D
Cheerio!

Tuesday, February 9, 2010

Pour me a heavy dose of atmosphere.

Howdy folks.

I'm listening to Owl City's Vanilla Twilight, and it brings me calm and sadness, both at the same time. It's a nice, soothing song, the voice chills me up my spine. When people asked me why do I keep holding on to someone so surreal (yes, I do love him unconditionally), I never knew the right answer. But now I do : "When I think of you, I don't feel so alone." I'll keep holding on til someone can bring me to a safe ground.

Today went for English Carnival audition. I've been to so many auditions, but this one was a kick-ass. They asked us to sing the Beauty and the Beast theme song. Shite. I wasn't one of those kids who grew up reading fairy tales or listening to nursery rhymes. I grew up listening to Green Day and Guns And Roses. I watched Juggernaut and Police Academy. Hahaha. My audition was a mess, I can safely say goodbye to a trip to KPM Branang. T__T Sorry Nadnott, maybe next year I'll try harder.

In response to Fatin's reply, you weren't in my top 6, but you're definitely in top 10. :) You're one of the few who actually try to be a friend. But maybe it's been too long since we've talked, that you've fallen off a few places haha. Anyway, I'm not trying to number my friends. I love every single one of you who loves me. I'll love you just as much as you love me. It's simple math, really. What you give is what you get. What you borrow is what you're paying for. I know most of my dear friends don't drink, but Champagne for my real friends, real pain for my sham friends. Figure the irony out.

Time to go to sleep. Cheerio!

Wednesday, February 3, 2010

A tribute to some of the very few that matter.

Howdy folks.

Today in class I scribbled some names on a piece of paper. Planning on uploading it, but maybe later. I'm feeling like paying the tribute now, so Imma do it while I have the energy to do it.

.Yan.
.Pja.
.Nisah.
.Dida.
.Tenot.
.Eman.

In the last post, I might have said (or thought) "My friends all lie and say they only want the best wishes for me (when really they don't)." Lets be discreet. The statement is an exception to those listed above.

They listen to my stories, even if they bore em to death. They ask questions. They disagree and argue with me. But it's the differences that makes the perfect combination. I'm not quite sure how to put what I feel into words. But I know for sure that how I feel about em is awesomeness! Haha tahlah.

Aku da blur, tak tau nak cakap ape. -_-'' Hah da terkeluar BM plak dah.

I should go. Looking forward to Raya Cina. Can' wait!

Cheerio.

Saturday, January 30, 2010

Revelations.

Howdy folks. I'm opening up myself a little bit here. Just a few thoughts that run through my head these days. If you don't give a shit, you can leave after this beep tone. PING!

"When people say they don't give a shit, it means they give a shit. Because if they don't they wouldn't be shitting about it in the first place."

"I have loved you every second of all these years, of every piece of you by every piece of me. It doesn't waver, it grows solid each day you chip away a piece of me with you. It's surreal. It's comical. It's bullshit. It's true."

"Paths are so much clearer when people stop looking at what everyone else is doing and just focus on themselves."

"I learned my lessons the hard ways. But then again, aren't all lessons supposed to be?"

"Human are made from a discreet and rather discrete core, which remains unchanged til the day it dies." - (Just another way to put that people never change.)

"We all have problems. So stop shitting and move the fuck on."

"It's funny how someone so beautiful on the surface is so rotten on the inside. "You're such an ugly thing for someone so beautiful."."

"The prettiest girls always get the most number of boys. The loneliest girls always happen to be the not-so-good-looking ones. But at the end of the day, the happiest girls are the loneliest ones, who have lost all the loneliness and have found the ones to share their lives with, because they are genuinely loved for what's on the inside."

"My friends all lie and say they only want the best wishes for me. (when really they don't)"

Cheerio.

Thursday, January 14, 2010

Where Rainbows End.

Howdy folks.

Sorry for the few days absent, I'm back in college now and eventhough I have excellent internet connection over here, my friends can't seem to get off the only laptop available, so I can't go online. Until now.

So how's everyone? Is 2010 going well for you so far? Things are okay for me so far. I've got my final result. I got 3.96 CGPA and 4.0 core CGPA. I got B+ for Agama, just as I thought hahaha. I think only 3 students scored A, so I didn't feel too bad. I got As for the rest.

Hmm what else. I've finished another novel, Where Rainbows End by Cecelia Ahern. It's great. You should grab a copy of it. It's one of those novels you can't get enough of. It's sad, it's funny, it's annoying, it's every emotion you could feel. Everything. It's a great tale of love and friendship. I'm going to Harris this Saturday to grab the other novels by Ahern. Any particular one you would like to suggest? Leave me a comment and let me know.

I gotta go for now. It's 7pm and I haven't showered yet. Cheerio! Have a nice year everyone.

Sunday, January 3, 2010

A bunch of novels. So I'm a novel freak now? Meh I've always been a freak.

Howdy folks.

So I've finished reading Chasing Daisy today. I was actually planning to read it in college at first, but looks like plan's changed. I have a tinge feeling of regret for finishing it so soon, but hey, my curiosity got the better of me.
Anyway, I kinda feel a little empty when Will died. It's like he grew on me, which is pretty odd and has never happened before. I think about Luis alot too today. Aww fuck. I'm not gonna get stuck with a fucking tale, am I? Testa di cazzo. Shit, now I curse alot like Daisy!

I wish I had read the other books first. Now the other ones don't seem as interesting. Oh I didn't mention about the other novels I bought too, did I?

I saw it on my way to the cashier and literally just grabbed em without even reading the synopsis first hahahah.
This one, on the other hand, was recommended by Dida. I vaguely remembered the title, I only remembered the name of the author because I've read one of her novels. I had a choice between Marshmallows for Breakfast, Goodnight Beautiful or this, but I think she liked this one. Kan Dida? -_-''

I'm currently looking for a copy of Heaven Can Wait by Cally Taylor.
Anyone has it? Or has any idea where can I find it? Or at least is kind enough to go book hunting with me? Please let me know, that'd be awesome. Thanks!

I think it's time for bed. Goodnight everyone. Cheerio!

Saturday, January 2, 2010

Finally.

Howdy folks.

I'm feeling a lil bit okay now, so I'm gonna express my opinion on Faten's post now.

Well, what she said was true. Children these days are spoiled and mischievous. But I think spoiling your child doesn't always make them hellish. It's just up to your luck, that's all.

You can say I was a spoiled brat when I was a kid. I usually got what I wanted, if what I was asking wasn't too much. But I believe I turn out alright. Not great, but good. As for my brothers and sister, they weren't really pampered and spoiled, but they turn out alright too.

The way you treat your child can result to two different situations.

Say, if you pamper your child, the child might:
1 - grow up to be bitchy (for girls) and/or (for gays) rebellious (for boys). They demand things and make you miserable. Or;
2 - grow up to be successful, thankful and remembers the stuff you did for them when they were younger. They might do you good in return.

If you don't pamper your child, the child might:
3 - grow up to be repulsive. Girl, gay or boy, doesn't matter. They will hate you for not giving them what they wanted.
4 - grow up to be independent. They might realize that things aren't easy in life, that you don't always get what you want and that you have to work hard to get them.

I'm not a mother, obviously, so I don't really know how to parent a child. But I think you just have to know when to say yes and when to say no. You can beat up your child (I wouldn't say to pulp) to teach them a lesson, and show them your love at the same time by giving them what they want. Not necessarily something expensive. Anything simple will do, like icecreams and candy.

I don't know if you get the full idea of my opinions. I don't know how to elaborate. Fuck it. Least I tried, eh?

Goodnight folks. Cheerio!